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Shar

The pain in the heart

It's so excruciating...
The pain, the void that i'm feeling it's just so overpowering.
Concert is coming and I'm in such a depressed state.

I can't bring myself to write anymore...
Tears are rolling down my cheeks as i'm typing...

I hate this feeling.
I just want to be there for you.

Shar

empty

Nobody else but you.
The tree is empty, where is the koala?
Shar

Cry

imu ilu.

Pleasant surprise

Amidst the tough times i'm facing now, i got a present from Guo Jun (:
It's a very nice t shirt, and i love it a lot (: [hahah he wants me to post this up]

I really really hope, everything would turn out fine... I seriously hope and pray so..

Shar

I

Things are getting quite haywire in my life right now, especially in the friendship and relationship department.. I hope everything would turn out great, actually i pray that it will...

I really do love you.
Shar

I still do.

I really hope everything would be fine...no... i hope everything would turn out great...

Loves,
Shar

First day of school?

Boring.
Overcrowded.
Funny.
Friends.
Lackluster.


Sometimes i just think way too much... It's unhealthy :(
but i'm trying to keep it on the low (:
Shar

Talk it out

(=

Love

Never easy.
Shar

8 more days

Nervous. Excited. Happy. Hopeful. Scared. Confident.
Shar

(:

It's good to have a smile at the end of the day (:
I am your noonoo (:
Loves,
Shar

(: (:

Thanks you for the birthday cake just now (: <3

Loves,
Shar

(:

A smile to begin the start of a day (:

If we hold on

10 more days (:
Yes 10 more.

Gotta keep holding on (:

imu imu imu imu
Shar

A conversation

Jess: What? An invitation to a party? Who's?

Brooke: Yes a party, at Tara's!

Jess: Oh... I don't think my schedule could fit there Brooke.

Brooke: But Jess, it's Tara we are talking about!

Jess: I can, but I don't want to.

Brooke: Jess why?

Jess: Because it's a fucking pity party where everything is all about her and her problems!

Brooke: Come on, that's what friends are for, to hear out each other ain't it?

Jess: Are you stupid? She has never really hear out my problems, all of it is all about her.

Brooke: Well that's kinda true...

Jess: Kinda? It is true.

(:

Took this picture during the musical break (:
***
Had a really long tiring day, but it was at least VERY fruitful (:
Thanks to all who came today (:

It's really awesome, how things can really happen when you put your fullest for it. For example the musical, i didn't really had faith in it, like it could go that far, but look at where we are now (: We are doing a pretty awesome job (: Love the whole process (:

Shar is definitely happy (:
and btw, it is the 14th of April (:
Loves,
Shar

Happy 19th shar (:

Thank you all for the birthday greets (: and also lovely presents (:
Shar

Another long week coming up!
Shar

I'm Nineteen (:

Yes I am Nineteen (:
Shar

I'm glad

Love is so true :D
Shar

Glad we held on (:
12th April 2009

Noo noo

This is my new good friend noo noo (:
Shar

Sometimes it's just...

Annoying.
Shar

Rain

Serendipity? Is it?

Shar

Planning

In order to have a good birthday tomorrow, I have to sacrifice my Saturday on doing loads of work and planning :(

Sorry duatengs, can't join you all today :(
Shar

An early birthday Gift from God

A very good lesson from above.
Never to do it again, thank you God (:

Shar

24 more hours to 19

The title says it all (:

Family, Loved Ones (:

This advertisement, says it all.
Loves,
Shar

I'm a Workaholic

Thank God it's gonna be GOOD FRIDAY (:
Meaning it's time to really chill out and relax for a long weekend.
Yes i still have work to concentrate on but still i need to rest (:

Damn school is going to like start soon, and I'll miss the holidays like a lot. Actually the holidays ain't really like the holidays. Been in school almost like all the time, seriously. I'm a Workaholic.

Working my brain from day to night, and when i get my rest, at least I will feel that I had a fruitful day (:
Loves,
Shar

Birthday is in 3 days time (:
A little surprise is always good (:
Loves,
Shar

Pissed.

Seriously.
Don't piss me off.
never ever.

Shar

Tired. Happy.

Today was rather awesome (:

**

I bet i'm having like huayi students flooding into my blog and my facebook, sheesh!
Well oh well, I guess that's the life of a teacher? :D

Shar

Funneh

Lesson Numero Uno! Don't be a slut, wash your butt!
Shar

Sister Act (:

Watched Sister Act, damn awesomely funny! :D

Sister Mary Roberts "Oh I'm so nervous about the pope, i mean, what if i forget the lyrics?"

Sister Mary Clarence "Then you'll go straight to hell... Nah I'm just kidding"

Seriously funny
Shar

Am I ready?

There's so many things in life, whereby I have to stop and ponder about.
"Am I Ready?"

Am I ready to turn 19?
5 more days before I turn 19, and so little time left to reminisce all the time I had when i was 18.
So many things occurred, and definitely i have changed a lot. Not only in weight but also in the way i think.

Lots of things that i despised about, but when i thought it through, it was really just blessings in disguise.

So many things are going through my mind now.
Sometimes I just want all of them to just stop, and let me just enjoy peace and silence.

I know that's not possible.
I know that's loserish.
I know that's stupid.

So why wish upon something that will never happen right?
Do I have any other choice, but to just go on and burst through challenges like I'm breaking down facades that seems never ending.

I really wanna thank Ray, for being there for me, through the storms that both of us had before, we managed to pull through. Thanks Ray for being such an awesome best friend, thanks for forever being there for me (: I thank God that you are my best friend (:

Loves,
Shar

Eww

My Mac is dirty :(
Dirty Apple :(

Shar

Extremely tiring Race

Grandioso is in 20 days.
A lot of working and polishing to do!

Keep the challenges coming, I'm here to win it all (:
Loves,
Shar
Goodnight world
Maybe i would move again to another blog

Goodnight World

"Iam a countries gatekeeper! and any procedure i need to do to protect yo baby,and my babies,and my baby's babies,and even my cousin TeeTee's baby's baby's babies,I will carry after my fullest ability,and capacity to protect the world community !"

I need to laugh my stress away...
Loves,
Shar
imu ilu (:

I see myself in you

Baby picture (:
Love that baby in there a lot (: (:
Shar

7 more days

To my birthday, I'm sexcited i swear (:
Thanks to J-Dish who bought for me Euphoria Calvin Klein and a Topman Hoodie (:
Wonder what's gonna be next? (:

Loves,
Shar

imu ilu

shar

Work work work :(

Currently in the library doing my work. and i have a lot more to go :(
Shar

Never again.

I'm disappointed with myself.
I promise never to do it again. NEVER EVER.

Turning 19 in like 7 more days.
Grandioso IV in 21 more days.

Happy birthday Miranda (: You're awesome

I just feel that i need to step up my game and be really focus (:

Loves,
Shar

I think

You're turning back into a slut. :(
Shar

Video (:

Funny as hell (:
Loves,
Shar

Happy Birthday MEE rander

Happy birthday to MEERANDER (:

BBQ-ing at Shanya's house was awesome (:
Thanks Shanya for allowing us to go over your place to BBQ (:

Meerander ah...
Better don't go over the rainbow too much ;)
Loves,
Shar

Colour me Life (:

London with blue

Fo with Red

Aminat with Green

Wide Eyed Alison with hot pink

Teyona with yellow

Been addicted again to ANTM, now with it's 12th cycle (: Damn they can make a zodiac cycle with all the winners, would be awesome LOL.

Anyways i'm really exhausted right now, but at least i'm happy (:
Should i have a private blog? (:
Shar

I'mma Koala Freak!

Don't ask me why, but i love koala (:
Just one Koala (:

Napping as always, koala (:
'
Koala and tree! (: (: (:

Shar

Halo

Beyonce Halo


Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your Halo
I've got my angel now

(Bridge:)
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

(Chorus:)
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see you halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over you face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
[ Halo lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
(x2)

(Verse 2:)
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest nights
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like fallin'
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
(x2)

Halo, halo oohhhh...

(Chorus)

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo


Tis' the gift to be simple, tis' the gift to be free...
Shar

Back to Shar. Koala and Tree

Koala and Tree (:
Just love watching the koala sleeping so peacefully (:

Well I'm hungry now and i feel like getting something from macs :D





Loves,
Shar

Time to Sleep (:

Time is passing fast.
Shar
Goodnight world

A big wide smile (:

A big wide smile (:
A big wide smile (:
A big wide smile (:
A big wide smile (:
A really big wide smile ((:
A big wide smile (:
A big wide smile (:
A big wide smile (:

Loves,
Shar

Fiery Aries. Maybe too fiery. I need to cool down my temper (:

Loves,
Shar

Tell me.

I'm very worried for you :(
Shar

So much for April Fool's Day

Apparently it's April fool's day. and it doesn't even feel like one.

Though i did tricked Clare into believing that it is Esther's birthday today and she went bimbospasm i swear.

"OMGOGOMGOMG"


Loves,
Shar

11 more days

Lucky number 11 (:
11 more days to my birthday.

Shar's not gonna put up his wishlist on his blog, UNLIKE SOMEONE HAHAHAHAHA :P

Shar's been thinking too much. If he has a device that would slap him if he thinks too much, it would have slapped him 63767832989326 times.

Loves,
Shar