Monday, March 30, 2009

I'm reading again (:

I'm reading again (:
Shar

Sunday, March 29, 2009

BFF

Best Friend Forever (;
Kryshelle Britelle Fong thank you! :D
Shar

Epihany one




I'm not an insomniac, seriously I'm not.
But there are certain nights when i just don't want to sleep at all, for example tonight.
I have no idea why? But I've been lugging that jacket of mine everywhere, and sniffing it on it like it's glue. Addicted, addicted to that soft cushy smell of that cupboard. (to some you might know which cupboard I'm referring to ;)

Well my purpose for this post is about how ridiculously late i could sleep. The thing is i sleep, only when my laptop sleeps. Meaning when it's battery is like dying or dead. Now it's reading "8 percent" and frankly i feel like 8 percent too.

My eye lids are like falling and I'll soon drift into oblivion, and soon enough my head's on the coffee table (I'm in the living room) and my Mac under my thighs.

Mom has been rather generous(not to me) to the salvation army. Seriously, I'm not kidding she took my Ed Hardy and wanted me to give it away. Mom, FYI that T shirt is like hundreds of dollars worth and I'm not giving it away, besides it was a gift from my friend. Sheesh.

Apart from shirts she was like packing up the store with my dad, i swear these past few days were horrendous. The house looks like it's falling apart, things everywhere. Such a home. Right.
Well it is for a good reason, charity. Charity almost escapes every little damn thing that we wanna blame for.

As long it's for charity. Sheesh, that honour to have a good heart is ridiculous. Sometimes it is kinda funny to see how people go all forth for charity and then realized that they are on their wits end to make ends meet after giving away.

People have this funny perception, sort of a soft landing for them in times of crisis. This perception called Karma. Good Karma that is, people find comfort in good karma, they'll be off worrying about debts and shit, instantly out from nowhere, enlightenment from above, they think of Good Karma. "Oh God is going to repay me.. yakkity yak yak"

So cliche. Of course most of the time it happens, good karma comes true, but i think it's all self fulfilling Prophesies. Seriously.

Strangely enough, we humans, always think more of the good karma, how about the bad karma? Didn't anyone tell you that a coin has two sides? (i was just prompt about low battery sheesh) Mistreating someone or even an animal, don't they think about bad karma? Well i believe some do, but most of us gloat over the good side. Ludicrous.

Seriously, we should all believe in things wholly and not partly. It's so funny when people just believe in just the nicer side, i mean I'm not stereotyping all humans, but it seems that generations that are coming (or should i say the generations now) are not just picky about their food. They are picky about what they want to believe in.

Damn, i think i had an epiphany. Which felt great.
It was suppose to be a short post, but instead, damn.
Good night world, my battery reads 2 percent. it's 2.56am.
Loves,
Shar

Photobooth-ed again

Met up with my tuition kids, Fiona and Wei Liang. Fiona was damn funny, she was like omg is that a mac? and she was like being all funny about my mac. She exchanged my mac for her hello kitty file cuz she wanted to feel how great it feels to carry a mac. Hilarious!

Of course they were amazed with photobooth, and duh they camwhored. Such whores i swear.

Wei Liang said that this looks like a vajayjay,right.




Incoming retarded faces (:





Ps: I've posted the pictures hor!
Loves,
Shar

Note to self

Let's do this together, hand in hand as one. (:

Love will keep us alive ;)
Shar

Cry.

just wanna cry.

New mind. New Attitude.

Gotta conquer my mind and revolutionize my attitude.

Refresh, command + R. To some it's F5.
Shar

Saturday, March 28, 2009

i miss you.

it's hard. Don't you think so?

I don't understand

I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
I really don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand

Shar

Paranoia goes away

When i hear your voice (:
Goodnight world,
Shar

Paranoia

Shar is too paranoid, thanks to Ray for slapping him out of it.

Paranoia is not your best friend shar.

Sheesh,
Shar

Shar's thinking too much

Shar you are thinking too much, it's unhealthy.

Loves,
Shar

Friday, March 27, 2009

FUNGRY

Fucking Hungry Period.

Victoria Concert Hall

Singing today at Victoria Concert Hall (:
Been there like a lot of times, kinda got used to the acoustics there and stuff.

(: and imu.
Shar

Positivity

Had a very fun time at choir.
Gonna keep up my high and positive energy, because i want all of them to be happy and motivated to sing (:
No use getting all sour about incidents, cuz i'm just gonna trample it over and shout rejoice!

Loves,
Shar
Goodnight World (:
ilu (:

you by my side

So many plans of us (:

Sometimes i just want to sit next to you and sleep while your head's on my shoulder (:

(:
Shar

Thursday, March 26, 2009

hug hug

(:

I kindastress.

So many things are occurring around me.
Grandioso IV in 30 days time. Gosh the stress is coming all over again just like last year for Grandioso III.

Had nightmares before, still having some now about Grandioso IV. Well it is 30 more days, and i'm counting down to that day, when the curtains will open for all of us to sing.

Loves,
Shar

Catfight

Seriously.

Fuck off by the way.
FUCK OFF.

Hey

Hmm let's see...

I'm gonna kill you.
Shar

(:

(:

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Popular (:

Confessions of a Shopaholic

Caught this movie, it's like the most awesome movie EVER!!
Seriously gotta watch it (:

Now i feel like reading the book, though it looks girly!
Shar

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Photobooth-ed (:

Just some pictures from my Photo Booth (:


Mom and sis and SOME nephews (:


Sisters and SOME nephews(because not all of them are there)

Some pictures took today before meeting (:

Bernice trying make a good man dough face
Deborah covering her face, trying to hide her fringe that she claims ugly
Dian fixing her hair sehs :P

Aniszah and me (: She stole half my sandwich by the way :P

(: Shar's tired.
Tomorrow I'm looking out for Fuhua Secondary School!
Loves,
Shar

Grandioso IV; Journey

Do come and support (:

Loves,
Shar
good night world!

Monday, March 23, 2009

And so

Not gonna be an empty promise i swear.

Let's keep this going (:
Good night World (:

Loves,
Shar

Hua Yi Secondary School

Loads of bright and funny kids there (:

Pleasure to do relief teaching there :D

I hope tomorrow would be another day there, cuz Mahmudah is there too! :D

Loves,
Shar

Teaching

Omg relief teaching is AWESOME! :D

Taught at Hua Yi Secondary School (:

Details at night (:
Shar

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Matrix

Saw the matrix on channel 5.
Sat there for 5 minutes, walked away after that.
It's too boring.

Good night world (:
Shar

(:

(: loads of smiley, and most probably tomorrow is my first day at Jurong West Secondary School! :D

Fingers crossed!

Loves,
Shar

Saturday, March 21, 2009

W902


New phone baby (:
Lime's the name (: Thanks sis for the early birthday gift (:
Shar

Faith and Trust.

Goodnight world.
Shar has thought a lot, and all he needs is a good night rest and his Koala Bear (:

Loves,
Shar

Sometimes i do

Though it's just tomorrow.
But it's unbearable.

Stay with me.
Shar

Proposals!

I just realized, i have lots of work to do. Gah :(

Work work woorrrkkk!!
Oh btw my phone died. Will be phoneless this few days :(
Shar

Life Love Work

Practicing with Fang Hui was awesome the other time, so determined to practice harder :D :D
But gosh I'm getting quite busy nowadays, gonna start teaching JWSS(Jurong West Secondary School) Next week, can't wait!

Shar Loves you (:
Shar

When you're bored. Take a snap, or snaps. (:

Cam Ho! That's what Shanya would say! Anyways got like tissue paper that has kinda cool wordings on it(not really cool but photobooth worthy)









(: (: (:
Shar

Friday, March 20, 2009

ANTM (:


Busy busy busy :(
Shar

Life.Love.Work.

Hold you close and tight, not letting you go.
Shar

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Results!

Results are coming!
I hope i ain't repeating any modules!

Gosh, I'm afraid!

Nervous,
Shar

(: Starbucks

Just had my usual with Kryshelle at Starbucks (:
Miss her like a lot i swear :(


Had a long long long talk with her at Starbucks and she cam whored a bit with my mac. Damn it's contaminated now. LOL.

Meeting Fang Hui later to practice and restring my Violin with him, perhaps playing thru Eine Kleine with him at Chinese garden, gonna be so awesome. (:

(:
Shar

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Yes I moved, yet again (:

Yeaps apparently i moved, again.
Just feel that i need a new start in blogging.

So here I am back in blogspot, very darn familiar with it (:

backtoshar.blogspot.com (:

"Let's be honest", really funny video (:




Can I just say? I'm in love with you
Shar